I know, this could be demed as over blogging, but I got too much going on in my head at the moment.
I feel like a timebomb waiting to explode. I'm fed up of settling with the status quo, and I am desperate to live my life to make an impact. Always untill now I have wanted to go to university and study music, but what good is that going to do for any one? Why delay going into vocational work for my lord and saviour. Why am I settling with the world telling me I would be wasted not going to uni, rather then the world telling me I would be wasted not going off to do what God wants me to as soon as possible. Why is it that I am begining to see past the western material matrix, and feeling so hopeless, when I should be challenging the status quo. The world says someone isn't pretty enough, or 'sexy' (eugh, what a word) enough, or doesn't have that star quality, or isn't 'bright' enough, why is it that my brothers and sisters in the faith and I aren't out there telling people about the only God, who loves everyone relentlessly, and made everyone how he wants them to be. Why do I watch as my friends idolise the worthless, and spit on the only one able to save them.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Will someone out there please prevent me from going mad!!!
2 comments:
Hey Ben!
Liking the blog - and good to see you've moved on past the first post - lots give up very soon.
Keep reflecting and asking questions. I've added you as a link on mine - I'll try dropping in from time to time.
Your not mad...just passionate, especially after a God honouring summer...what about thinking about something like Essential?
M
Ben. We should never delay the call God has placed on our hearts any longer than needed. We need to follow his call, his direction and his Son. This division is an amazing, exciting and very powerful place to be - let's not waste any time in delcearing the good news of Jesus Christ to other people. GO FOR IT!
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