Tuesday, January 30, 2007

The history, life and times of Ben Thompson

I'm sorry I havn't been here for a while guys (those of you who'll ever check).

The past 38 havn't been easy for me at all. I'm now at a major cross roads in life I now feel and the decisions that I make could either make or break me in the future. I'm afraid I can't go into too much detail in a public forum now but I do have pther stuff to say.

Two years ago I set up my email account - sat_at_the_sidelines. It didn't really mean much then, but it could be used as a good description for me in life. However when I set this blog up I decided my name should be moving_of_the_sidelines. For me it signified a change. However, when this account changed to a google account my email 'came back to huant me' as it were. I think it would be safe to say that's what has happened in reality also in my life. I'm not condeming this, however. The last little chapter of life I've been through has been grotty and soul destroying. I'm guess I'm now past the question 'Is Staple Hill SA for me?' and I've now moved onto 'Is the Army for me?' and If I'm having a really bad day 'Is God really for me?'

I can't deny God's existance - I've seen too much, but, well with life as it is somtimes it's hard to see the land beyond the fog and it's been a lot like that recently.

Well, now you all know that I'm still alive. (If your looking). I'll try and keep people better updated on things.