Update

There is nothing to say apart from things aren't getting better.

I need a holiday!

Those who pray - please get praying, before I really do go off the rails! I'm clinging on witht the last bit of faith in my body, desperately hoping for a miracle. I know I have to work hard, but I am tired and weary, and ready to throw in the towel, lay down my king. How foolish that would be.


I could go into mega detail, but I really can't. Maybe one day in say 60 blog entries time or somthing and I fully understand it all I'll be able to share whats gone wrong or somthing.

Oasis - "I wanna get high, but I just can't take the pain." (high on the holy spirit that is). (Pain from sacrifice).

Come and rescue me, save me from depair...