Today...

So I didn't get the job I wanted at Wesley Owen. I don't know why. Maybe God just didn't want me to see christianity as an industry. Who knows.

This afternoon dad took me into town just to pick up application forms. This may seem insignificant to some, but it was really good to sit in the car with my dad for about an hour and a bit just to talk and be with each other, enjoying each others company. It made me think: if spending so much time with my 'earthly father' was so important and good, how much more important is it i spend time with my'heavenly' father. I am generally quite good at this, but maybe I am slipping a bit in my tired state.

It seems I should start taking more care of myself. After a late night pizza hut last night, and a late night KFC on monday, and not eating properly on tuesday I don't feel all too good. mmm. Any ideas?

Life is too complicated for words really isn't it. Yesterday I was at alton towers with church and some of my mates from 'Love Bristol Fest.' One of them likes me, and I can't help being nice. So now she is going to be thinking I like her, but in reality I don't and after the past few months I'm not ready for another relationship. mmm. I know what I should do, but these things are always harder to do in reality then daily reading books, seminars and other things make out. Somtimes the christian faith can jsut be a little bit guilty of over simplyfying some areas of faith, and over complicating others.

Well, for now, dear reader, over and out.